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July 12, 2011 at 12:02am
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I don’t have much time or energy to write on this thing anymore. Which doesn’t matter much either way on account of nobody reading it. Any who, everything has been so smooth lately its almost a bit scary because its too smooth. My mom and I have been getting along great, my dad is out of the hospital, I have a super cute new car, my friends are incredible even though they get me home at 6am. My niece is bigger and more beautiful and bright every day. My best friend is pregnant. The only thing I’ve been kind of sad about to be quite honest is the fact that my class is leaving to kindergarten this August. It honestly is really getting to me because I love that group so much. My twins are in that group and I guess that should tell you enough huh? I’m thinking I should start looking for another job soon because I had honestly forgotten how hard it is saying goodbye. Sure the twins mom is one of my closest friends and I will see them plenty. But something about not being the one who cleans their boogers and sits them in time out and puts ice on theirs scabs is honestly very tough for me. But I know that time heals all. You know how I know that? Because I chat with my friend from Houston now all the time like if he’s my paper boy and I forget that he was once the single most important thing to me. That’s how I know. However their may be exceptions. Like this one person who’s currently around. I love that idiot with every fiber I have in me. If in a year from now he is not by my side, ask me again if time heals ALL things, he may be the exception. I don’t know. I apologize to the one or two people who may be reading this and are insulted by my lack of writing skills. I just am not in the mood to write in metaphors or fancy words these days. I just write as the thoughts come. And unfortunately for me, my thoughts don’t sound like some British poet when they come out. They sounds like this. Random and spread out and often in fragments. Peace.