Friendsss
I don’t have bad intentions, I really don’t. I’m not perfect but I’ve tried very hard to be there for people over the years. Not just anyone, but the people I really care about. I really have. And tonight I write this from my view of the stars in backyard. I write this because I’m sitting down looking at my brother and his best friend manny who just came over from work to help build an entire freaking gazeebo. No complaints, just laughs. The funny thing is that manny just worked his butt off and I haven’t even heard a thank you from my brothers mouth. Rather then complain about how ungrateful my brother is, manny probably didn’t even think of it I’m sure. They are sitting down making plans to play poker and have friends over to their new patio this weekend. They are talking about anything at all and having a good time without overthinking or judging. Manny even just told him he took a day off work just to be at my nieces party. Pretty much what I’m saying is they aren’t acting like girls. They are just being good friends. Sure, I am a part of them and they love me. But tonight I truly envy what they have. They are friends, who know eachother and more importantly love eachother enough to overlook the little things and just have a good time. Again, my point being that they are not girls lol. I have not ever been a perfect friend but I will vouch for being a pretty dam good one. And watching them, I hope I have the same kind of friends in return.
